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Major Depression:Extremely High
Dysthymia:High
Bipolar Disorder:Slight-Moderate
Cyclothymia:Moderate
Seasonal Affective Disorder:Very High
Postpartum Depression:N/A
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I can’t stop looking at his ex’s profiles on facebook and i don’t know why, i keep going  back to the posts she wrote when they were together, i don’t know why i do this to myself, because every time i do it tears me apart to think he could be happy with someone else. I was never truly happy before i met him, never. It’s like i know he could do so much better, all i do is bring him down he needs someone stable, and well, i can’t be that at the moment. I don’t know why he chose me anyway. What makes me so different? All i ever do is make him upset and it kills me, it really does. I hate being depressed so fucking much. It’s like one vicious cycle, like you get angry at yourself for being depressed which makes you more depressed and it just builds up and builds up until you can’t take it anymore. When will i reach that point where i can’t take it any more? I hate feeling like this :’(

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allthep4in: Thanks for the help. Tit is actually where I had most of my previous themes. c:

No problem, mine’s from there too :3 x

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